Is it strange that when I don't blog, I feel like my blog must feel some sort of resentment slash abandonment by me?
Because that is exactly how I feel.
I have been having a blog guilt trip lately.
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!
I swear. My mind has been occupied by a menacing monster.
And by menacing monster I mean my obsessive thoughts about my procedure this Monday.
The procedure where they will be PUTTING ME TO SLEEP!!
Why is this the most terrifying thing? I would rather jump out of an airplane then be put to sleep....well that is not true. I never want to jump out of an airplane. But really.
I just need to breathe...Nice even breaths...AH!
Anywyas. Once I am not freaking out about forcibly being put to sleep, I will pay more attention to my blog.
Because I really do miss it.